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It was only a quick stream but it was quite fun though I only had 1 guest who was quiet I think I know it might have been but thanks for coming anyway, but I am ending there tonight cause I am tired, so goodight all.
Where Have I Been?
Busy with life, I am not dead surprise, surprise, I've been up and down considering I lost my Grandpa and one of my uncles on my Dad's side, I can't divulge much though it's a bit a bit too sensitive and personal right now, considering Grandad's only been 10 months dead, and my uncle 4 months dead, I have officially left that god awful site, FA, now I know why one of my friends left a while back, I admit here and on FA, my behaviour has not been exactly stellar and excemplary, I did a lot of stupid and idiotic things I regret now, but I have been keeping to myself and trying to be a better and more normal person here. I still have my FA account, I don't want to close it cause I still got some memories that were good and if I close it, I will lose my notes with links to some of my old commissions I still have, though most of them are lost now, but eh, it's whatever I guess, at anyrate, I won't be doing much and will be a bit cautious on who I trust now, since FA has a really nasty side
I might need a few shoulders to cry on and people
Okay, guys brace yourselves this is going to be a pretty long and deep and possibly dark post, I could not go to a wedding recpetion due to not feeling myself and yesterday I had a few emotional relapses that stem from the 2013 breakdown I had and even though I got over it I have these moments where if I am feeling uneasy or even if Iam doing ok I may have these relapses where I become an emotional mess and I do not like to burden myself onto people and not asking everyone to stop everything or whatever but at times I may need people to confide in because it helps get thigs off my chest even when I pep talk myself to calm myself down but I digress I may need confide my worries and thoughts to a few people I call friens to get my thoughts and whatnot off of my chest and help me stay calm and keep my sanity in check cause I have friends on DA and FA but I do not talk to them much and at times I dont feel very connected to them, but perhaps talking to a few friends can help
Life Update!
Ok, heres an update a to why I am so inactive i lost my maternal grandfather two weeks ago and ive been struggling with that plus ive been a ut over my for almost a year now, but his funeral was today and it cut me up along with my poor nephew's stomach problems which hasnt helped, but my laptops been playing up and i think its finally borked unless the system reset works, and my mood and dreams having been getitng to me again so until further notice i am on indefinite hiatus i will be here to check my messagses and you can still talk to me but i wont be really on much until i can pull myself together sorry guys...........
Going To Be Inactive For A Long While.......
Mainly cause I am in a bit of a rut again, plus I have no idea if my youth club is back up and running and if I can go back cause I am too old possibly even though I am a volunteer, plus maternal grandfather is pratically on his deathbed and is not going to make it to the weekend most likely and I am not joking about that, so I am going to be inactive for a long while and not doing much, sorry, guys, I cannot think straight right now, plus my dreams have been getting to me again, I am still gonna be here and check my messages and make do the occasional thing so you can talk to me, but I wont be on THAT much till further notice, sorry.....
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