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I am going on hiatus again, but just for the rest of this weekend and I will be back on Monday, hopefully. The reason for this is because I am having an off week again, I am feeling a bit cloudy and crowded in the head, and because I am in a bit of a funk right now. I am in a bit of a funk because Wonder Over Yonder, yes, that show has hosted the season finale of season 2, which turns out is the series finale as well, Craig MacCracken wanted a season 3, but Disney's bosses denied him it, I know that the season 2 finale which I did watch earlier leaves a good place to end it off a since it ties up loose ends very well, but I am bummed out over it, so yeah, there are petitions going out trying to get a Season 3 made, and I heard this was how Kim Possible was saved, but I got my doubts. I haven't watched all 80 episodes, but it's been a fun ride, and I hope we can get a Season 3 even if it is just Season 3 and 40 more episodes I would be very happy with that before ending the show, though I know it has to end at some point, if Season 3 don't happen then it's been a fun ride, but I am gonna miss you all, especially you Wander and Sylvia. But yeah, I need to take a break and clear my head, and to Joeycool1210, I nearly finished your request, I just have to do Emolga, and then I am done, I have been working on it from time to time, but I might not finish it till this week or next week, depending on how I feel, and before I forget requests, art trades, comissions, gifts, collabs, and kuribans are closed I just forgot to ask so yeah, please do not ask, but I guess I will see you all on Monday, though I might still join some streams if I am up for it....
Where Have I Been?
Busy with life, I am not dead surprise, surprise, I've been up and down considering I lost my Grandpa and one of my uncles on my Dad's side, I can't divulge much though it's a bit a bit too sensitive and personal right now, considering Grandad's only been 10 months dead, and my uncle 4 months dead, I have officially left that god awful site, FA, now I know why one of my friends left a while back, I admit here and on FA, my behaviour has not been exactly stellar and excemplary, I did a lot of stupid and idiotic things I regret now, but I have been keeping to myself and trying to be a better and more normal person here. I still have my FA account, I don't want to close it cause I still got some memories that were good and if I close it, I will lose my notes with links to some of my old commissions I still have, though most of them are lost now, but eh, it's whatever I guess, at anyrate, I won't be doing much and will be a bit cautious on who I trust now, since FA has a really nasty side
I might need a few shoulders to cry on and people
Okay, guys brace yourselves this is going to be a pretty long and deep and possibly dark post, I could not go to a wedding recpetion due to not feeling myself and yesterday I had a few emotional relapses that stem from the 2013 breakdown I had and even though I got over it I have these moments where if I am feeling uneasy or even if Iam doing ok I may have these relapses where I become an emotional mess and I do not like to burden myself onto people and not asking everyone to stop everything or whatever but at times I may need people to confide in because it helps get thigs off my chest even when I pep talk myself to calm myself down but I digress I may need confide my worries and thoughts to a few people I call friens to get my thoughts and whatnot off of my chest and help me stay calm and keep my sanity in check cause I have friends on DA and FA but I do not talk to them much and at times I dont feel very connected to them, but perhaps talking to a few friends can help
Life Update!
Ok, heres an update a to why I am so inactive i lost my maternal grandfather two weeks ago and ive been struggling with that plus ive been a ut over my for almost a year now, but his funeral was today and it cut me up along with my poor nephew's stomach problems which hasnt helped, but my laptops been playing up and i think its finally borked unless the system reset works, and my mood and dreams having been getitng to me again so until further notice i am on indefinite hiatus i will be here to check my messagses and you can still talk to me but i wont be really on much until i can pull myself together sorry guys...........
Going To Be Inactive For A Long While.......
Mainly cause I am in a bit of a rut again, plus I have no idea if my youth club is back up and running and if I can go back cause I am too old possibly even though I am a volunteer, plus maternal grandfather is pratically on his deathbed and is not going to make it to the weekend most likely and I am not joking about that, so I am going to be inactive for a long while and not doing much, sorry, guys, I cannot think straight right now, plus my dreams have been getting to me again, I am still gonna be here and check my messages and make do the occasional thing so you can talk to me, but I wont be on THAT much till further notice, sorry.....
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